This question is always asked, so I have written this article as a repeat.

Eienstein said that the only lasting way to change the world is to change it's consciousness, so I pondered on how each person could individually make a difference to global consciousness. I refer of course, to the consciousness we all possess. Because we are all perceiving our world of reality slightly different, we are drawn to different ways to meditate. Anyone can learn to meditate, so long as one learns a way that works for them. Through this website we use Art-analogue mind-drawing as a meditative technique. This does not mean that other ways of meditation don’t work for us, of course they do, but when Annelies and Trevor were looking for ways to use the genetic decoding cards as be individual transformation keys for the Awakening card game, I had an idea.

The 22 Awakening Cards

I was one of the first students who joined Annelies’ ascension workshop during the nineties. We had fun doing our genetic decoding exercises in a group, because it revealed to all of us how our personas were programmed in order to play the human game. The idea behind the decoding workshops were to create 22 'Eye of the beholder' cards. These cards were to become very personal. So much so, it triggered an idea within me. Mind drawing! That was how an creative language was born. The Language of Light.

Many of us started to observe ourselves, especially when we recognised that we could even typecast our personalities. There were nine different personality types in our group and each person perceived the world differently. That was quite a discovery. So whose perception was the right one?

We soon knew that all of our perceptions, the good and the negative were false. We all had cleverly built a false self to help us cope with our rather threatening world, because we were all focussed on our own survival. Many of us needed to re-experience our pain, before we were ready let it go.

Annelies explained to us that the more vivid the job we do now, or the relationships we are in now, the quicker we all could move forward.

For some of us, the partners we had a relationship with were our best teachers. It took a while for me to see my departed husband in that light, but during the last months of his life I realised how he mirrored what I didn't wanted to face. Annelies was my best friend and counsellor, especially when I lost my only child during those months.

And so came my big question: “If what seems to control us is our false self – where was my Real self?”
We started to recognise why most of our perceptions of what was real to us, were still projections coming from our EGO mind, especially if the held any feelings of hurt, sadness or anger. Even when we were excited or happy about something, they were still feelings that were linked to our Ego-mind. Now the question was raised in Annelies’ workshop. How do we know when our Higher Mind is in control? That was the time when I shared my experiences about exploring and observing my mind while I was doodling.

The number vibrations of our cards for the ascension game would have to be the mirrors, or our transformation keys, because each player had to create their genetic decoding cards. Our cards would have to reflect our true divine spiritual nature; our higher mind.

After many contemplations as a group, my Art-analogue mind-drawing technique became the preferred solution.
It was important that each player first had to awaken to their spiritual knowledge. This was never to be accessed by our intellect, but rather through our feeling and creative natures. Each player needed to interact with their 22 cards as if they were energy fragments that belonged to their energy body. It was this energy body that created our physical body after all.

I then understood that if you symbolize something to have a certain meaning, it will vibrate to that frequency.

Ingrid, Toon’s wife, who had been the victim of a hijacking, including physical assault, shared in her journal, The Awakening Clan, that because she was not able to take in the details of her assailants at the time, because her eyes were blindfolded, she perceived the details of her world by using her other senses. At the time she was in fear, so her ego-mind was in full control, which immediately added a lot of darkness and more emotions of fear to her perception. It was months later that she realised how our Ego-mind is effected by energies of fear, especially in times of crisis.

Beyond the automatic goal-striving bio-mechanics of our nervous system, we have two changeable attributes: Imagination, and a Belief System. During the drawing classes one of my greatest breakthroughs was discovering that IMAGES and / or WORDS were the bricks and mortar that operate on the human brain and nervous system, but it’s our Ego-mind that clings to all its faculties because its basic purpose is to ensure its own survival.

Our human brain together with our nervous system, and our Ego-mind will keep us trapped because ‘It’' is totally unaware, oblivious, or unconscious that ‘it’ can’t either make or break the system, but it thinks it can. Herein lies either our salvation or our downfall. The information stored in our subconscious mind is derived from our learned ‘perceived’ experience of life. It’s this information that builds our self-image , particularly in our formative years when we were less than 10 years old and trying to establish an identity for ourselves.

Since our aim is to bypass our reasoning thinking capacity by drawing symbolically, all we do in the beginning during our doodling is trying to avoid observing our perceived dualistic programming. For many people that is at first most difficult to do. Many go instead into their fantasy world and start drawing symbols we can all recognise. In my workbook The Language of light I have added an interpretation section of several mind-drawings, so the reader can recognise them. The workbook has many exercises that will help the artist to acquire the skills to move entirely into their right hemispheric thinking mode. This is necessary in order to draw out our Soul quality symbols.

When we speak of, “the oneness of all things” we mean that when we seriously creatively mind-draw a soul quality, we tap into a group mind. Our own bodies are perfect examples of such cooperation at the cellular level…Without a group mind rapport the body immediately begins to die. With a strong group mind our morale, at the cellular level, renders a positive mutual effect, so we feel inspired, motivated and we start to enjoy life without our egos claiming to be the origin of the manifestations in our lives. The moment we claim any authorship for our life, then many anxious feelings arise which have to do with our programming or belief systems.

Playing our ascension game with the Language of light decoding code cards, which we have already created, will therefore have a much more individual effect. The game has five levels, which means that at each level the player has moved up towards a higher awareness. What happens at the fifth level is purely speculation from where I’m at now, but the aim is to awaken to full enlightenment during the time that we have left on our beautiful planet...

When our mind grows silent, the thought I Am also disappears, instead pure awareness shines forth to illuminate what once was, and always will be. There is no further identification with the body or mind because we have thereby ascended.

With love and light
Tieneke de Beer