The language of our inner feelings, drawn out on paper, reveals both in colour, line and symbols how our mental energy mirrors our physical experiences.

Likewise creative Journaling (by writing or reading a fictional plot) that can also expose the shadow expressions of ourselves. In Annelies' second workbook: The Body codes of Light, the shadow mirrors of ourselves are revealed through what our cellular memories have stored genetically.

Tieneke's analogue mind drawing workbook; The Language of Light triggers a reflection of the state of our conscious (EGO) mind at that moment. If the artist has no knowledge about esoteric or spiritual philosophies while doodling, so much the better.
The artist may be focused on the feelings of grief after losing a loved one. (Example drawing published in the Language of Light workbook) By going into the pain, we have an opportunity to surrender to it, thereby releasing the emotional connection cords with our past. Any emotional mind games we have with our past, that renders us useless and depressed, can be an awakening tool if the person enters into an arena of total releasing.
The 'letting go' can result in having a transformative experience. Letting go of the Ego mind, or the persona's control of our thinking can heal the person, thereby never feeling the grief, depression or pain in the same way. Instead, due to an awakening, the person will be motivated to search for what a spiritual life is all about. People who hold onto expectations of their future, (another aspect of the illusionary EGO mind),find it impossible to evolve in this life.

When the Jaarsma Clan idea was projected to me years ago, I had no clue about what the reason was for this rather complicated hierarchical structure of a Group Soul. I had my first transformative experience when I was in my twenties, but the mental understanding of my experience came to me only years later, in my late forties, after I had read many spiritual books and visited many teachers. In those early days the word reincarnation was in itself meaningless to me. My rather stifled Christian upbringing never included any esoteric knowledge. My parents were always expressing their worries to me about my powers of imagination as a young child, telling me that fantasy worlds are an illusion. It took studying the workbook: A Course in Miracles, during the early nineties, that I started to grasped that our reality is the illusion! Then I wanted to research how our conscious mental activities are able to create this Earthly World. If this reality is just as much an illusion as the mental fantasies I escaped into during my childhood, where was the real me, the I AM, of spirit?
All our life experiences are valid
During my nursing years in the sixties I was drawn to the neurological wards in Utrecht (Holland), so I could learn the workings of the brain. The traumas that came in every day either through accidents, tumours or other illnesses was truly an awakening experience, but I never realised that at the time. Since our conscious persona mind stores every 'experience' as well as intellectual knowledge, to combine those impressions and create an imaginary plot was still daunting. I had to overcome one big hurdle in my life; dyslexia. I could read, but spelling was out. The blank spaces, when it came to writing words, were only filled in later due to the blessings of the modern technology: the word spell checker!

Each individual has a personal view on spirituality, so for that reason it is necessary that I explain my own view from which I build the human plot that has become the Awakening of the Jaarsma Clan.

If we perceive that our 'soul' body is like an auric energy field - then the Vital Life Force (spirit) must be the 'driver' behind this energy field. Without This Vital Life Force (spirit - I AM) there can be no Soul because our Soul is an energy-expression of all our spiritual as well as our intellectual experiences over many life times. Our soul is like a library. Let's call this library our human aura that holds our akashic records. So what would it take in order to read the books in our soul library? What language would be used by the soul?

The answers to these questions are expressed through the awakening journals that were turned into novels. Although reaching enlightenment can happen in an instant, it's very rare, so I've taken the processing route, with the intent of reaching enlightenment.
My writings do NOT involve any channeling or psychic experiences that I myself have not experienced. I'm NOT in touch with any ascended masters or any highly evolved entities that I know of. Other 'psychic' people seem to experience those interactions (so they tell us). I'm rather sceptical when it comes to hearing voices, or channeling although I write about telepathic ineractions with a higher and more consciousness by the name of POWAH. I did personally have an experience hearing a voice once. At that time I did indeed looked behind curtains and check to see if the radio was on while it happened. That is why I started Ingrid's journal: The Awakening Clan the way I did. I do have vivid dream time memories and still have. I did have outer body experiences, but never the way I have described in Richard's journals:The Astral Explorer and The Cosmic Traveller. Instead I have combined my research for the novels, and my own dreams while mentally portraying myself as Richard or any of the other characters that all belong to the Jaarsma Clan.
It is these shifts in my thinking mode, observing the world through my imaginary characters, that seem to trigger knowledge stored in my conscious and sub-conscious mind. How to differentiate my experiences with my intellectual knowledge is always the challenge. That is where my intuition comes in.

We need to become the observer of our perceived positive, as well as negative experiences that our mind wants to hold on to. The aim of the Language of Light mind drawing workbook is to bring to the surface inorganic distorted energy particles that create the veil, or door into higher dimensions. At the same time when we release these distorted energy particles, more sub-conscious soul energy can enter (for the lack of another word) into our conscious awareness. When that happens we experience an Aha moment.

By doodling out our feelings on paper, while staying in the Now moment, we move gradually into a stillness where our mind cannot enter. We move beyond mind. That is the moment when more 'sub-conscious' soul energy can awaken through the physical form. Where there is no-mind - there is no pain or sorrow, only peace. The soul never experience pain.

For example: a library stores many books. Many books individually describe much human suffering but the library does not hold onto these energy experiences; it just stores the information. Our akashic records are our soul library.

Therefore in my Awakening plot, each individual character that belongs to the Jaarsma Clan, represents, or even mirrors each individual reader. It's the spiritual life force behind each character, or reader that is the true creator; the I AMs. That's where our true consciousness resides, which never dies, only doing so in our human EGO mind.
Because time and pain are inseparable, when we surrender to what is, the past ceases to have any power in the present.

While I'm still writing Annelies' journal Vanishing Worlds, and the second decoding workbook : The Body Codes of Light, the AHa moments are entering faster than ever. In order to keep my reader's attention on our ascension topic, my website www.ascension-workshop.co.za has become a terrific platform. Most of the articles on my website are written through my characters. Through my being the observer, looking into a mirror as the creator of the Jaarsma Plot and their focus on ascension, and combining our today's external happenings on a global scale into the articles it helps to confirm the illusion of it all. Almost instantly our reality, like the Jaarsma Clan's reality, merge into one. This metaphysical phenomena creates a terrific plot.

Our so called reality (the human global plot, or the Jaarma Clan's plot) both might be the mirror reflection of our global mind, the Matrix, that will soon leap into higher dimensions.

The Matrix represents the Group soul library of each and every human being on the planet, each individual spirit is the divine creative expression of the one and only Godhead. Words cannot really describe the truth behind ALL THAT IS.
POWAH therefore represents the Jaarsma's Group Soul library, and the spirit force of its characters (books) combined becomes POWAH!

Namasté
Nadine

P.S. No wonder that I never understood my first psychic experience. It was far too intellectual. Instead in 1973 my mind interpreted the message as me having to give up smoking if I was ever to evolve! (I was a heavy smoker and for a split second at 8 o'clock in the morning, while having my fist cigarette of the day, I must have moved into the presence, into the nothingness.) When I shifted back, I into my ego awareness my reply was that I had no intention to get any bigger. My interpretation of the word evolving, was a word that was not in my vocabulary. I had no spiritual or esoteric knowledge. Instead I interpreted the word evolving as getting fat! There was more downloaded, but for now all I can say is that from that moment on I never smoked or touched a cigarette.
My transformative experience might not have been as earth shattering as some people's, but it did completely change my life from then on.